Being one of the contestants was something I've always dreamt of. I wanted nothing more. In as much as I wanted to be a beauty Queen, I had not built my confidence for such a role. I thought I was ready until the camp. During camp, I couldn't participate fully because of my Central tests in school(even though I missed some) and some serious malaria I tried pushing away lol.
Everyday l would say to myself "You could have won". I would condemn myself, query myself, slap myself(if possible lol) for not getting this one thing right. I was just filled with so much regret. You know that awkward moment when you have people looking up to you and you just keep getting this feeling that you've failed them.